I'm moving on over to
Cecilantro!
All my refs are staying here til I redo them, though uwu"
Well, I might as well type up an analysis.
Dear Eleven Year Old Me.
You've just moved to this account. You're young and you're dumb but you're happy. You'll only be here a month before you're forced to move on again, because you've been stealing art.
You don't really realise what you're doing, but that doesn't excuse it. You'll grow to be ashamed of these habits.
You spend over a year on another account before you accidentally let on that you're underage. That's dumb.
Dear Twelve Year Old Me,
You move your ass back to this account, because you still like the username, and you start setting up.
You're still friends with Kalak, Rin and Shipper at this point, but you'll drift apart soon. You'll start to focus more on your art, but for now you're doing okay.
You've taken an interest in chu groups. You set up your group first of all, Timechus, which is still your baby. You steadily grow in your art, and you allow yourself to feel a little pride.
Fast forward to 2013. You fucked up, girl, you fucked up big time. This event will cause you both great pain and great satisfaction and, although it seems unimportant and dumb, it becomes a big problem. The event, for some reason, stirs up memories of your past that you wanted to forget, and as a result you develop your first real "Trigger"
You're suicidal, that's a fact, but you have two or three friends you know you can rely on. Dawn, as ever, is a nice, shiny light in the dark. She's more of an idol than a friend right now, but that quickly changes.
Haley is... Haley. You loved her then and you love her now but you're not obsessed any more. You'll always treasure what she did for you, and you'll always worry, and that's okay.
Pichisi doesn't seem like such a close friend now, but that changes very quickly. You feel like you grow closer to her, and just before Christmas you're pretty sure you're in love with her. It's a no-go, but that's cool, because she's not put off by you being weird as fuck and you still love her now, though it's entirely platonic. It's one of those friendships where, if you had the chance, you'd spend your life with them like a sibling. You're quite prepared to kick ass for her. You always will be.
March thirtieth 2014, you're a dick to Pann. This is a stupid mistake that you never apologise for. You'll regret that.
It leads to a relationship, which is something you didn't expect. It doesn't last long. Be glad. You'll later be informed that other people had it worse than you did.
You don't talk tot hem for a while, but eventually you re-open a channel of communication.
More recently, you became a good part of the STEM admin team! You find this very fun, and it's something to pour your heart into. You haven't talked to people like this since... well, you know.
You start talking to Aegi more as well, and this is a godsend. She has also become one of your closest and most important friends, and you love her. A lot. You enter a ship war with Aegi at your side, and the outcome? It's unknown yet, but it's going to be us. You and Aegi are an unstoppable team.
You've been considering moving for a while now, and you finally have.
You're still a Nic Cage fan.
Nicholas Cage is God